lilprincesspebz

Im a 24yr old Mum of one. I have a wonderful partner but we currently live 1hr 1/2 from each other due his work and a few other things. I spend most of my time at home and am about to start training to return to work after 2 years of bad health. I have done 2 years of an adult nursing degree ans will be using my credits to continue in something similar when my little one starts school. I dont mind writing to both men and women but Im 100% taken. Im eternaly faithful.. I am happy to do swaps. I adore make up, I bite my nails so nail varnish is a distant dream without my falsies but Im a huge fan of creamy pastel colours. I love cuteness, jewellery, nick nacks, sparkly things...cup cakes are gorgeous in any form! I love anything cute, from unique buttons to charms and personal art/drawings. id love to receive drawings that represent you or part of your character, or maybe a little trinket that sums you up. I want to make a collage for the main bedroom once its decorated. I love cute hair accessories

I can be a serious person, Im a mum and its part of the job description. There are days I like to look at the world through the eyes of my 2yr old and those are the happiest, most inspiring, deep belly laugh days. The nights soon come, rolling in the darkness and stealing hope from our dreams. Why else would we continue to wake to a world of reality?

So thats me briefly. anything else is just a question away x

Im a girlie girl at heart, I love Pride and Prejudice. Keira Knightly in that film is a vision of true old english classic beauty. I love the way she looks, she'd play me in a film of my life. Mainly because I feel she can portray someone with a heavy heart and a secret smile very well. That would probably be the ideal description of me. There is another side to me. I love action movies, just the whole idea of a fast paced film with plenty of drama and special FX is enough to get me into the cinema! I will watch any type of Zombie film, Im even preparing for the day the s* hits the fan. You'll want to be my friend come that day I promise you. Another type of film I like are end of the world films. 2012 could happen and you know what? Nothing in the world would make me fear it. If its gonna happen, I'll take it on the chin like a big girl and get on with it! Believe me, I've thought it all through!

I like songs that have meaning to them, that tell a story and evoke emotion. I love movie soundtracks, like LOTR. The music is so moving and you can picture the story in your head, you can picture any story to some of this music and follow the highs and lows, the happiness and sadness. As I said, emotion. I find my taste in music is hugely diverse and I will listen to most music. I used to sing and long ago my confidence was knocked and now the only person to hear me sing is my little one. Others have said I have a wonderful voice and my baby sister has begged me to sing (and even told me to audition for the X Factor - haha!). A lot has happened in my 25 years and I can read too much into song lyrics and become overly emotional. It never used to happen, but I've not had a straight forward life. As an ice breaker, why not start your writings with a song you feel sums me up? The most accurate to date is Second Hand Serenade - Fall for You. It has a very deep personal pocket all to itself in my heart. Maybe I'll tell you one day.... Another is The Hard Lessons, Wedding ring x

My most read book is Flowers in the attic (virginia andrews). I have the whole series of books but the first is my most read, to the extent my first book fell apart. I have recently read My sisters keeper (jodie picolt). Having a young child this book brought to mind my worst fear. Losing my son. With that in mind this book came hand in hand with a box of tissues and a lump in my throat. I dont know if I'll be able to read it again. Its instilled a fear in me, I know its silly to say that, but the world would cease to be without my son. I have read most of Tess Gerritsons (spelling on her name?) books. Theres not one I have disliked yet. I read an awful lot. If I get into a book, I'll finish it the day I start it!

Im not a big TV watcher (and no I dont mean size!). I do however watch Heroes. I love the idea of super powers, although Im still undecided as to which power Id like. If it were to go on my personality Id probably have a power which enables me to control emotions as I feel them quite strongly myself, I have the ability to hide/control my feelings greatly. I have to in order to stop people worrying about me. That happens a lot. Maybe I appear fragile or easily broken? Saying that my closest friend thinks Im exteremly strong and things I cope with she'd fall apart over. The thing is when she said it I was in pieces myself. I ended up in tears later that day because I felt like I wasnt being true to our friendship by hiding from her. Id rather that than she worry about me though. I may be a burden to myself, I refuse to be a burden on others.

Craft wise I suppose the only thing Im really good at anymore (and its not technically a craft) is make up. I love making over a blank canvus and bringing out a whole new person. Doing things for friends they would never try themselves. I like getting compliments about my make up or that I look fresh and natural. It means I've done a good job. Sometimes it seems the only thing I can do pretty well without much thought. I do love other peoples crafts. Especially handmade childrens items. Things I can give to my con that are one offs or limited edition. He has a couple of things a friend has made for him and Im happy to show them off because no one else will get exactly the same, not when its hand made! Id love for someone to hand make jewellery for me. Something to reflect me and my personality. Something no one else will have that I can be proud to call my own. I dont have much jewellery and thats because its a very personal thing to me. I like it to be unique or even slightly flawed. A talking point! I think this year my aim is to find some items that reflect who I am. Im big on necklaces and rings. I once had a ring made for me from silver wires and dainty pastel crystals. Its a one off. The designer made it to see if she could add rings to her collection. I adore my ring and Im pleased that she decided against making rings in the end. She was amazing but she felt she had a good thing going with her other items and handmade rings are harder to size. Im amazed mine was done with no measurements, just pure luck it fits perfectly!

Im easy to talk to. I like to write what Im feeling and I can get carried away. It may or may not make for a good read, but Im sure it will be entertaining in one respect or another! For now, its almost 2am here in the UK and I have waffled on for a while now. I hope my profile shows that Im commited, even as a newbie, to be an active member here and i look forward to all mail!!