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UPDATE: Oct 1 IF I OWE YOU SOMETHING - PLEASE PM ME. Please be Patient & don't rate me without contacting me first... THANK YOU. Beth

Oct 1 - We received a letter over the weekend from the insurance company that had carried him that the home business who he had worked for before being layed off had shut down and not paid their part, so the employees were no longer carried. Effective the last day of last month. I didn't want him to read it because I was afraid he would will himself to die so there wouldn't be bills and problems. I am crying as I write this. I will be shutting off the computer and tv on the 5th, and we are selling one vehicle for now. If you believe, please pray for us. I will try to get to the library sometime and sign on there to check for messages.
The quotecards were resent if you didn't receive yours yet...anyone else that didn't get something by chance, just e-mail me. I will do whatever I can to make it right.

(From Sep 19)This illness with my father is becoming too much, I have begun to have panic attacks and other symptoms. Together we have not gotten over the loss of my mother April 1st, and this is just too much too soon to face. He is in serious condition as to the heart blockages. His lungs improve for a day or two and then he stops breathing again. I have no more tears left. I have very much enjoyed the supportive notes and cards from my swapbot friends, thank you for the books to pass the time in the waiting room, and a huge hug for those who have shown patience when they received switched swap items.
I can only apologize to those who do not understand the situation.